i haven’t left yet.
almost gone… but still here.
hold on.
hello words.
you and i, we’ve been parted far too long. i’ve created an affair with music and i havent found a way to bring you two together into one world. it swept me off my feet while you, you’ve been my ground, my anchor. music; music lets me wander and i lose myself deep in it’s rhythmic jungle. i’m me in another dimension. words, you’re my strength, but i’ve lost my grip. the rain has come, it’s at my window, and somehow it brings you and i together once again. fill me with hope and optimism. help me find my way back into my own thoughts, into my heart. and when the music lifts me high off the ground again as i know it will, come find me. come with me through the rhythmic journey, ride the waves of sound, but keep me close or i’ll lose what’s important again: words.
I got big kid dreams. Still, reality kind of grounds me. I wanna be with the livineasys, but I gotta tough if out first. I gotta see all the options, the obstacles. The logical route isn’t as appealing, but it’s probably the best. Still, I can find ways to make it appealing… toughin’ it out.
I saved a number under “near future home.”
I guess there’s a start.
A lot on my mind. But all I can seem to say is goodnight.
